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Feb. 23rd, 2006 @ 01:19 am
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the Adventurer
you chose AX - your Enneagram type is SEVEN.
"I am happy and open to new things"
Adventurers are energetic, lively, and optimistic. They want to contribute to the world.
How to Get Along with Me -Give me companionship, affection, and freedom. -Engage with me in stimulating conversation and laughter. -Appreciate my grand visions and listen to my stories. -Don't try to change my style. Accept me the way I am. -Be responsible for youself. I dislike clingy or needy people. -Don't tell me what to do.
What I Like About Being a Seven -being optimistic and not letting life's troubles get me down -being spontaneous and free-spirited -being outspoken and outrageous. It's part of the fun. -being generous and trying to make the world a better place -having the guts to take risks and to try exciting adventures -having such varied interests and abilities
What's Hard About Being a Seven -not having enough time to do all the things I want -not completing things I start -not being able to profit from the benefits that come from specializing; not making a commitment to a -career -having a tendency to be ungrounded; getting lost in plans or fantasies -feeling confined when I'm in a one-to-one relationship
Sevens as Children Often -are action oriented and adventuresome -drum up excitement -prefer being with other children to being alone -finesse their way around adults -dream of the freedom they'll have when they grow up
Sevens as Parents -are often enthusiastic and generous -want their children to be exposed to many adventures in life -may be too busy with their own activities to be attentive
holy crap, that was pretty accurate. but then again, most of these are generalizations but suits me. whatevvvvvvvvvvv. take it! |
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Oct. 17th, 2005 @ 06:42 pm
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comment and.... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in...or maybe not, i'm not even particularly fond of jello. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written. (it's not really written, except for right here) |
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Apr. 27th, 2005 @ 11:24 am
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i'm so confused.
about everything. and i know its not like one day, ill magically figure out the answers like that. but heh, for awhile thats how i felt. for the past 3 weeks, i tried to blame everything on anyone but me. but yesterday, i realize the problem was me. especially after i really fucked up last night with one of my best friends and i know i can say "oh i was drunk + high, i had no idea what i was saying"... yeah that contributes to it considering i dont reamember a lot of what i was saying but its no excuse, those words should never have left my lips. and im sorry. :( i know i have no one else to blame for my problems but myself. idk, shit happens what can i say?..just alot of it.. gaahh. im not the type of person that talks a lot either, i just think alot. but last night, i was talking so much, i went to sleep with a really sore jaw. fuck this. PEACE OUT.
"know i'll burn for you tonight." Current Mood:  crushed Current Music: saves the day- firefly
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Apr. 21st, 2005 @ 11:49 pm
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i dont think we even realize happiness until after the fact. no one cares. they just want to be satisfied right in the moment. i dont even have anything to write about. its not like i have a life hah.
DOES IT HURT?
cause it hurts me. Current Mood:  discontent Current Music: saosin- i can tell
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Mar. 27th, 2005 @ 05:39 pm
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so this weekend wasnt that bad actually compared to the last few weeks of fun filled drama. so thursday i honestly dont remember what i did when i got out of work. well then i went to work on friday cause i figured id be there for my paycheck anyway. so i got out at around 4.. got my nails done with col + tiff for senior pics. theyre kinda annoying but it looks different and i cant stop touching people's faces hahah. yeah then we went to this lame partyy so i payed $2, got so wasted, + left. we drove around for a little then i went home. i was still so out of it when i came home and my dads cousins were staying in my room so i had to sleep with my mom. so i was just like "yeah im going to sleep" and then passed out. then last night, saturday i worked until 8 then went by tiffanys house + we went to some kids house... and everyone was just there waiting for alcohol. and im like yeah this is tons of fun so i went out to get alcohol with dan mike col + tiff. so we went back to the house, got wasted wasted and then brock + dan drove me home. i still cant believe none of my parents noticed.. im pushing it lol. - - - colleen + i lying in the middle of some street by albion waiting for cars. me spraining my ankle while running out of the house with like 20 other people and someone carrying me to brians car haha. waiting in cars seeing if we would get carded by liquor stores. annies road? i think lol with brock + dan when i was gone out of my mind. coming home wasted, talking to my parents, and not getting caught 2 nights in a row... all made my weekend.
yeah i just hope that my dad agrees to let me go down the shore for the weekend :)
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BABY BABY DONT BE SO SHYYY.
!*please, if you've ever had something you wanted to tell me, good or bad, anonymous or not, just tell me. pooost it.*!Current Mood:  exanimate Current Music: brand new- tautou
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heh, boy have things changed since the last month.. better yet, since the last year. and as i look back, i have no regrets because shit happens and you deal with it, thats life. a lot have shitty things have happened within the past week though, one of which was a BUNCH of immature manipulative shit with this asshole and losing my ipod but whatever. yeah its useless to bitch and moan about it cause it wont help get it back. and in accordance to the recent asshole that is still talking bullshit, good for him because he can make things up that happened with me all he wants, or he can be a real man and tell the truth, its really up to him. im tired to telling him to stop, because all my efforts are useless. what can i say?
i can also say that i've lost or lost touch with a lot of my frinds that i was close to last year. i dont know what happened. maybe its that asshole, maybe it was all the alcohol, maybe it was just what happens . i dont know. it just kills me to the bone what he did to me and what hes capable of doing to one of my best friends :/. i need new friends because the ones that cause drama are no good for me. XCEPT a select few of course <3
and its at times like these, i wish it was warmer so i can just take "my car" out and just drive.. with no destination. well i just have to wait .. hm less than 3 more months. GAH. anyways, i went to the guidance office today and my couselor made me take AP classes and she kept asking WHY to every answer i gave her. well yeah now i have 1 AP class for my senior year, great. not that i care anyway cause i just have easy classes other than that. i dont even know where/what i want to do in college.
yeah i got that stupid jr prom slip in the mail now... i dont know whether i should go now or not. i mean i dont care if i do or dont have someone to go with but i think its just guna be gay. i was thinking go directly down the shore when the formal starts and rent a few rooms with people but i think you need to be 18 to rent a room out? im not sure, never been down there. that would be amazing but i bet a few of my friends wont go with me cause they're g-g-g-g-aay :).
hmm i need something to get my mind off all this crap.
i was thinking about looking for a new job.. my friend worked at journeys for a month and got a $.50 raise when i worked 6 months at pacsun and got a $.15. haha but i just dont want to leave some of th epeople there cause i love them <3. BUT.. money is money. gah idontknow.
HOLY SHIT I WROTE ALOT. and um yeah i feel sorry if you read this whole thing :/
ps. sometimes i think its better talking to strangers about certain things cause they dont know other information so its easier to see whats wrong/right. and um i think i text everyone the same thing today... hahah - yeah, too gorgeous man.
leave feedback. i need it.
Mar. 9th, 2005 @ 02:08 pm
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for the past few weeks, i've been busy trying to figure things out and came to the conclusion that there is no solution to this. the problem itself eventually dissapated away, leaving the solution within ourselves in which every person involved figured out their own escape.
except me.
i never wanted things to end out this way but i think its for the better. i dont think i ever found the answer nor will i ever. i let time take its course and its led to be where i am right now. and honestly, i wouldnt have it other way. of course there are many things that i regret i did or didn't do but the way things are right now, are looking pretty good. no ones hurt at all and no stupid triangles. every person for theirselves, and its the way itll always be. a few hearts were broken along the way, including mine but that's just the way it is. accept it and move on. which is what im planning to do.
time to move on.
Feb. 6th, 2005 @ 01:10 pm
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why do some people just leave a permanent imprint in your mind?
( so you don't wake up to regret... shes gone yearss away )
Sep. 23rd, 2004 @ 06:06 pm
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i just realized today that sometimes strangers can be more consoling/considerate than your own friends...
its sad, yet comforting.
Sep. 19th, 2004 @ 12:06 am
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i honestly wish this was all a dream.
i cant believe the fucked up things people do.. LIKE GO ON YOUR SCREEN NAME AND IM RANDOM PEOPLE. and having one of your closest friends not believing you when you tell him the truth. i feel/look like complete shit.
and im sorry to everyone... for not helping clean up for being a dumbass and being someone that im really not
nadyne, im sorry... i wish i couldve talked to you :( i feel stupid
Sep. 18th, 2004 @ 01:06 pm
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now... if only it were true. hah
Sep. 14th, 2004 @ 05:40 pm
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oh shittttttt toni9ght was crayzzzzz.
tiffanys hosue
Aug. 19th, 2004 @ 12:06 am
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random:
as hard as i try to keep one of these things consistent, i just cant
... even though at first ill seem to be comitted, a lot like how i am
in real life. im a pretty private person but ill open up to almost
anyone willing to listen and ill listen to anyone willing to open up.
im learning a lot of shit about myself and one is how hard it is to
express how i feel in words, especially on the computer. but other
times, i can just type for hours talking to people. hahah im
insane, basically a walking contradiction... find out for yourself.
SO ANYWAYS, life has been pretty goood. i just dont care about the little things that use to annoy me to the ground anymore. whatever happens happens.
Aug. 17th, 2004 @ 11:06 pm
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add me/leave a comment and ill add you back.
Jun. 20th, 2004 @ 06:53 pm
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